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Post by Kitty on Apr 13, 2015 22:51:45 GMT 5.5
yesterday results came & it again broke my heart like last time. Every year I think, I can tame this bull but the same story repeats again. I finished my mbbs 4 yrs back, I came to Delhi with lot of hopes & dreams, I halted my career, & pursued this unknown path, my best friends even advised me to think twice about this, my brain even warned me of consequences, but finally it laid arms in front of my heart & told after all its one life & I should try for it & so that I never have to say 'kaash' in my life. I came back home from delhi after mains, as staying in delhi is very financially demanding & I know it had already created a big hole in my father's pocket. I have never felt so disillusioned & disoriented in my life. All these questions are churning my head. Am I doing justice with my life, am I doing justice to my parents. I have no right to give them psychological trauma. Sometimes I feel I should quit, & start preparing for my postgraduation, but even that's not easy, 1 yr of study & 3 yrs of pg. I don't know wot to do, this lovely upsc of ours have tested my extent of perseverance. A friend of mine told me of this orkut community, I have been a silent reader of comments as this gives u a feel that u r not in the forest alone, u are among ur invisible comrades, but orkut guys moved on, grupia moved on & now this yatri's community. When there was all black, these communities acted as a guiding light. But the question is how long u can take it, all my peak years of life I have given to books & wot the funny thing is after all that, u r still at level zero. Everything backflashes in your mind, the sleepless nights of mains, & the uncertainty that lingers. I seriously don't know wot to do now. If I quit all those years, all those efforts will go in vain, as in reality the knowledge that I gained during prep is of no use & the second thought that comes is that its already april, mere 8 months to go, so i should write this 5th attempt of mine & quit this thing forever My friend , Vincent Vegai tell you about AIR 2 OR 3 ranker .this is real thing. he was from iit and a brilliant mind.i was told about him from my teacher who knew him very well. he was very hardworking and a deserving candidate but he could not crack till his third attempt.in his fourth attempt after mains he was literally weeping sitting at christian colony those from DU and near mukhergee nagar must be knowing about the place.he was in a situation like you.he used to tell my teacher dat he is working very hard but don knw wats going wrong??my teacher used to tell me dat his room was filled wid paper cutting pasted in the walls all over.he left offer from mncs and came to civils and dint get anything till third attempt.but it was his faith in his capability dat always propelled him to keep preparing and in his last attempt he was under top 5.so my friend do not feel down ...just have faith in your ability..try to find out your wrong points..do some meditation and be back on study.you will be through.... as far as 8 months are concerned for a candidate like you who is in his fifth attempt knowing mistakes and work up on dem wont be a difficult task...so just consolidate your self confidence... as far as your parents part concerned just ask dem you will find dat dey still and always wud like to see you as successful candidate...so dont burden yourself wid negativity... imagine the day when you crack d exam... friend if you hav worked hard honestly and religiously for this exam ..you will definitely get through...just do a introspection and work up on your weaknesses. Seems Motivating
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Post by Mr. S on Apr 13, 2015 23:03:42 GMT 5.5
A short three line story- 1-Arvind Subrimanyam cud not crack IAS but now he is Chief Economic Advisor to the GOI.
2-Subbarao cracked IAS and retired as RBI governor.
3-Raghuram Rajan ( mY fAV) never appeared in IAS ,currently RBI governor and d most suitable candidate from INDIA to head BRICS bank in Beijing.
Moral of the story- if you crack civils you can become RBI Governor or if you dont crack you can become subramanyam or if you dont appear you can still become RBI head. so just KEEP WALKING....
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Post by noah on Apr 15, 2015 19:42:17 GMT 5.5
Hi !!!! i would also like to come out of woods and join heartburnt brothers. Before i tell you about me and my dream and how UPSC mocked at my self importance. I shall you tell about someone i know very closely.. The guy, a brilliant scholar from rural background, is MBA from DU and works with a Govt. ghatiya company onely for the sake that it allows him to prepare foor UPSC. He started taking UPSC in 2010. Could not clear in 2010 but in 2011 and 2012 reached interview and all the time Pub. Ad screwing his dream with as low as 46 marks. In last attempt everyone knew him sure he would crack this time and me tooo... But in 2013 could not clear PT and suddenly everything lost as it is nightmare not true. About hundred of people who knew him could not believe such tragic end.. The guy himself so strong could not resist showing emotions publically. But slowly reconciled to his lot and started looking forward to marriage and settle down very hunling admitting his time out.. As this girl child starved country, brides are becoming thing of luxury and that guy came to know that 'none want to marry a sariyal babu with choti si kamai (f**K UPSC interview credentials, none care).. But he decided anyone who would like him, he would happily marry.. But God this country and its 'class withing caste system'. He was out of sorts in marriage market. Then came Rahul Baba and his ' Jaduai' attempts. The guy i knew was one of those lucky recipient of 'Prince's Charity'. He dropped the idea of changing job, settling down and everything else and took this opportunity like 'Call of Divinity'. He wrote qualified mains with socio and busy in his prep. for interview again..
This guy , i consider him my best friend ( i dont know what he consider me )..
So Moral Stories is - " Man k Haare Haar hai, Man k jeete jeet) aur " Sitaroo k agae jnha aur bhi hai Vincent Babu'
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Post by Mr. S on Apr 15, 2015 19:52:27 GMT 5.5
noah anything can happen anytym..so need is to just keep walking.. but u dint tell anything abt u?? u promised in d beginng of d thread..
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Post by noah on Apr 15, 2015 19:56:36 GMT 5.5
And about me, i cry everyday cause UPSC stole everything from my very well paying job, my girlfriend, my alternative career(PHD in Central European University), my peers, my friends and my admirers. I have always been a 'starking bright scholar', always reecognised by my peers and teachers to attain great height and even i was assured of it. This all led me to prepare for UPSC. I exhausted my 3 attempts and miserable me cant pass through mains.Those whom i taught socio or GS are becoming IAS, IRS and me watching, watching and watching as if my eyes are frozen. Now i am lying at the foot of His mighty helpless, hapless, humbled and without future, dreams, or desire.. This UPSC showed what Buddha could not 'Nirvana'. Forget about being IAS, IPS or IFS, i dont even desire to be a cockroach...i have become Buddha.. 'Desire is sin and Desire to be in Civil Services in India is unforgivable sin. But still, this frail and legless me shall rise until heaven melts at my plight and give me a slot in Final list PDF or Nirvana'
Kaho Kabir meri Sanka Nashi, Sarva Nirjan Ditha
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Post by Mr. S on Apr 15, 2015 20:11:30 GMT 5.5
noah i just want yo say following lines.. yeah jo pareshaniyan hain..yeah kaale badal hain.. lekin tu in kaale badlon se dar mat... agar tujhe khilane hain saat rang aasman mai... to tujhe inhi baadlon kee hee jaroorat hogi.. kyunki inhi baadlon se to barsaat hogi.. inhi baadlon se barsaat hogi...
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Post by Lisbeth Salander on Apr 15, 2015 22:18:49 GMT 5.5
And about me, i cry everyday cause UPSC stole everything from my very well paying job, my girlfriend, my alternative career(PHD in Central European University), my peers, my friends and my admirers. I have always been a 'starking bright scholar', always reecognised by my peers and teachers to attain great height and even i was assured of it. This all led me to prepare for UPSC. I exhausted my 3 attempts and miserable me cant pass through mains.Those whom i taught socio or GS are becoming IAS, IRS and me watching, watching and watching as if my eyes are frozen. Now i am lying at the foot of His mighty helpless, hapless, humbled and without future, dreams, or desire.. This UPSC showed what Buddha could not 'Nirvana'. Forget about being IAS, IPS or IFS, i dont even desire to be a cockroach...i have become Buddha.. 'Desire is sin and Desire to be in Civil Services in India is unforgivable sin. But still, this frail and legless me shall rise until heaven melts at my plight and give me a slot in Final list PDF or Nirvana'
Kaho Kabir meri Sanka Nashi, Sarva Nirjan Ditha I have a similar story. Sharing one of my favourite songs. Everybody falls sometimes Gotta find the strength to rise From the ashes and make a new beginning Anyone can feel the ache You think its more than you can take But you are stronger, stronger than you know Don't you give up now The sun will soon be shining You gotta face the clouds To find the silver lining I've seen dreams that move the mountains Hope that doesn't ever end Even when the sky is falling And I've seen miracles just happen Silent prayers get answered Broken hearts become brand new That's what faith can do It doesn't matter what you've heard Impossible is not a word It's just a reason for someone not to try Everybody's scared to death When they decide to take that step Out on the water It'll be alright Life is so much more Than what your eyes are seeing You will find your way If you keep believing
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Post by Mr. S on May 11, 2015 18:21:36 GMT 5.5
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Post by Mr. S on May 11, 2015 18:21:45 GMT 5.5
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Post by oshobaba on Jul 4, 2015 13:06:36 GMT 5.5
koi hai yahan
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Post by vidyapati on Oct 10, 2015 2:57:37 GMT 5.5
any updates about result date n cut off??
why no 1 is posting here?? all shifted to forum?
bring some life to this site..at least till prelims results..
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Post by Dr. Yatri Thor on Oct 10, 2015 3:02:37 GMT 5.5
India Bhai HI guys, Its very difficult to get the correct info all the time. But after a lot of efforts i had got that there are only two infos which are as follows. 1. Cutoff for general = 102 2. Cutoff for SC is 92. Result is next week. Date is yet not confirmed. Thanks India
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Post by vidyapati on Oct 10, 2015 3:06:22 GMT 5.5
waise india bhai ke prediction se 2 no. kam rhta hai cut off
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Post by mandark on Oct 13, 2015 17:29:57 GMT 5.5
Hello everyone
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Post by mandark on Nov 16, 2015 19:55:14 GMT 5.5
So....this is what a haunted house looks like
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Post by mandark on Nov 20, 2015 20:32:43 GMT 5.5
Hello?! Koi hai yahan? Yaar yeh forum to defunct ho gaya
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Post by Dr. Yatri Thor on Nov 21, 2015 0:56:57 GMT 5.5
Hello?! Koi hai yahan? Yaar yeh forum to defunct ho gaya Ghar deewaro se nahi insano se banta h..... waise hi forum website se nai, active members se banti h... RIP Orkut community!
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Post by mandark on Nov 21, 2015 11:07:02 GMT 5.5
Haan yaar. Orkut wale ab to shayad retire bhi ho gaye honge
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Post by Dr. Yatri Thor on Nov 21, 2015 16:45:12 GMT 5.5
Haan yaar. Orkut wale ab to shayad retire bhi ho gaye honge Koi na.....it was a good platform and good community on orkut. Will miss many from there.
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Post by mandark on Nov 22, 2015 16:22:22 GMT 5.5
Change is the only constant
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Post by aurangzeb on Nov 22, 2015 18:55:38 GMT 5.5
sob log abhi retire nehi hua ...forumias pe kuch baande abhitak hai...
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Post by mandark on Dec 24, 2015 10:45:07 GMT 5.5
Mains finally over Koi hai yahan?
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Post by aurangzeb on Dec 25, 2015 1:54:27 GMT 5.5
Mains finally over Koi hai yahan? hmmm
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Post by mandark on Jan 2, 2016 19:27:26 GMT 5.5
Yaar is community ko revive karo koi.
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Post by mandark on Jan 4, 2016 16:51:28 GMT 5.5
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